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Sunday, November 21, 2010

.......oh no!

Now when I come to ya ,
 ya yellin, tellin me ya gone
/ But I guess your leavin again/
 We been here many times before
, come on its so old/
 I think its best I let'cha go roll
 Need ta stress ya no more Oh no,
 I think it would be better if ya leave me now
 Stead of repeatin the same old episode
 The one ya think I'm cheatin me
 Yes I can see that I'm the reason ya greavin
 Blowin on this potent weed is really got me thinkin

Maybe its me thats makin you hate me
Maybe its me thats drivin you crazy
Maybe its me n I cant be mad if you replace me
Maybe its me thats just not ready for relationships

At home n now I'm all alone/ Why do I keep hearin this same sad songs/ 
Remindin me of things I lost/ I finally see I had it all..

Thursday, November 18, 2010

in pain

@4 years old
She sees her mama waiting for her outside school. She runs towards her and falls flat on face. She looks up and there is the hand of her mother helping her with the pain.

@10 years old 
She comes back home crying for a loss of friend. A friend who betrayed her for another. There is the hand of a grand mothermother trying to wipe her tears.(thanx lola aning :) love u and i miss u ..

@15 years old
She is in her teen age and there is a guy harassing her. There is a brother to protect her and she feels safe.kua niksz thanzx

@17 years old

She is in love. She has abondoned every one for this one man. o by the way the name is mack lol

@19 years old
She is going through an emotional crisis unable to understand her feelings. There is a sister who helps her understand those feelings.

@21 years old
She is in pain. Yet another pain and nobody to understand her or help her. The pain of losing one and all for none. No love alone and steady. She looks up for one hand and there is none.

And sees her own shadow today.


Monday, November 15, 2010

waaaaayyyy bacccccckkkkk

my heart is broken into pieces, it hurts like hell if the one you love doesn't trust you in what you are doing...i can still feel the pain deep inside me, it is so unfair...all i want is peace that I'm looking for in this relationship...i felt like i am stupid to give out everything for love and sacrifice just for a relationship that will end in just a flick of a finger...i know that we built this relationship with love, understanding and i believe trust but everything is gone for no reason at all...i don't think that he really loves me because he don't trust me anymore and i know myself...i cant do that to him, i cant be with another guy while i am committed to him because i have a promise to his mom that i will take care of him for the rest of my life and i love him very much but i don't think he knows that...i did everything i can to make this relationship last and stronger and to prove to him that this love and relationship is worth fighting for but i cant feel that he's making an effort to do the same thing for me...
i know its not too late for reconciliation but its not right to give up four years and one month for just a small mistake...i admit somehow its my fault but breaking up is not the only solution! now i know that if you love someone set him/her free but i believe that if you love someone you have to fight for the love and the relationship you build together...if you really love someone learn to sacrifice and that is what i am doing now...i just cant believe that he can easily give up everything that we fight for...it is so unbelievable that simple issue is a very big deal for him, i cant take this feeling anymore and i really don't know what to do!!! but i have one question in my mind....WHY??? every time we have a fight he keeps on insisting a break up, i just cant understand why is he doing this to me? if our fight is his fault, i can forgive him if we talk about the issue but if i have a fault or even a small mistake, he gets mad and keeps on insisting a break up...i know there's a reason for everything and i believe that he has a reason behind it... if he is already fed up with me, all he need to do is tell me why??? have i done something wrong?
 i really don't know his reason behind the break up and whats going on in his mind!!! there is no third party involve in my part but he kept on thinking that there's another guy, i cant take this anymore...i've always proved to him that he is the only one i love and i don't know what to do to keep him since he thinks that way...he's demanding for space and i think I'm ready to give it to him i just cant take the pain that I'm feeling right now, i really don't know what to do....if you demand trust, so do i!!!i have the right to know what is going on to make this relationship alive, i respect his decision if thats what he wants but i demand an explanation...i don't want to think that he is the one who's doing something fishy behind my back because i do trust him and i love him...all i want is the reason behind his decision!!!
i know it is not the end of my life or the end of the world for me, if we are not meant for each other why insisting myself to him...i will try to handle this pain since i love him very much and i know that someday this broken heart will heal and time will tell if we can be together again!!!i will try to ignore my feelings and i hope i can move on already but the pain is still there...right now no one can ever replace him in my heart, i gave him another chance before and just in case he gave me another chance that will be the last time...this will also be the last time that i will cry and i promise to myself:"i don't want to be hurt like hell because i know there's happiness in heaven and it is waiting for me"...
if you read this, i hope there's still a chance for us to be together...don't worry i am not that desperate to commit a sin like suicide for just a love that i cannot revive but one thing's for sure, i will never love a man like i loved him and i know that i will survive this pain that i'm feeling right now!!! one day i know everything is gonna be alright but i hope if that day comes, the wound in my heart is already healed and i can find peace and true love....ciao!

empty chair. :(

A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows.


An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me” he said.

“No, who are you?" said the father.

The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up, "Oh yeah, the chair," said then bedridden man.

"Would you mind closing the door?"  Puzzled, the minister shut the door.  

"I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." “I abandoned any attempt at prayer," the old man continued, "until one day four years ago;my best friend said to me:

“Johnny, prayer is just a simple matter of having a conversation with Jesus. Here is what I suggest.  Sit down in a chair; place an empty chair in front of you, and in faith see Jesus on the chair.  It's not spooky because He promised, 'I will be with you always.' "Then just speak to him in the same way you're doing with me right now."

"So, I tried it and I've liked it so much that I do it a couple of hours every day.  I'm careful though if my daughter saw me talking to an empty chair, she'd either have a nervous breakdown or send me off to the funny farm."  

The minister was deeply moved by the story and encouraged the old man to continue on thejourney. Then he prayed with him, anointed him with oil, and returned to the church.

Two nights later the daughter called to tell the minister that her daddy had died that afternoon. Did he die in peace?" he asked.

Yes, when I left the house about two o'clock, he called me over to his bedside, told me he loved me and kissed me on the cheek. When I got back from the store an hour later, I found him dead. But there was something strange about his death. Apparently, just before Daddy died, he leaned over and rested his head on the chair beside the bed.  What do you make of that?"

The minister wiped a tear from his eye and said, "I wish we could all go like that."

Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive.

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

hurts and benefits.

A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE."

They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one, who had been slapped, got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After the friend recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"

The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase


Tuesday, November 9, 2010

so sweet ..boss balita ??

" i dont know what u'v got girl..or  just what keeps u on my mind..
-chrizo seneres..

its so sweet diba.. i dont even know kung sino yang si chrizo .. nkita ko lng status nya sa fb .. an swerte namn ng chic na pinagsbhan nya nyan :))

anyway actually la nanamn ako magawa.. :) same shit petics petics lng ..
ikaw ng badtrip ee noh .. hahaha supa dupa bad3p ko knina
dahil sa isang guy na ewan ko kung ano ba talaga ko sknya.
taena nmn kc kung makapag bitaw xa ng mga salita skin
talgang mapapafall ka.. mapagpangap si gago..

nakakapikon pero ok lng namis ko lng siguro un mga tipong ganun
tagal na ko single.. single??
wartever.. !! actually this past few months my nagiging karir namn ako
pero natatakot na ko makipag commit .. i trust no G ! lol

ewan ko ba bkit kc gangster binabagsakan ko ..
ee mga players yan haist..

kgabi my namit ako si roy**
shot shot..

knina nagtx xa ..

roy**: hi
Khate:hu dA
khate ai oh
Roy**:3p kita
KhAte: ok
roy**: hmm my bf ka ?
khate: walng reply

di ko na xa nereplyan ewan ko la ko panahon sa mga ganyan letche ..

kht namn alak alak ako or party party..

im after all no one's BITCh!!

hmm.. ewan ko ba hahahaha wala lng  nakakainis .la lng magawa kea blog blog