just when i thought everything was going fine– i stood still, not knowing where to go. Suddenly, I felt the pain I wish I never felt. I’m constantly bleeding, so now I ask. Will there be such magic that can kill the pain, when you’re totally broken? I wish pain killers will do, a single shot of anesthesia (make it multiple shots) or something else that can kill the pain. People around let me feel that I’m stuck. Trap into a horrible cage I just cant let myself move on.
My heart is still holding on, longing for the same person who loved me. Now that were gone I don’t know if I could still carry on. I miss you, and you know that I really do. What am I suppose to do so I can let you go?
When will this pain ever end? Rivers of tears keep flowing down my cheeks, But I’m still holding on to something i want the most. How will i start living my life without you? Each time i wake up all i think is you. You think I’m strong but inside I’m weak, my heart is crying out so loud i wish you could hear how my heart breaks into pieces.
I never thought i would feel this pain, why cant i stop myself from loving you? Why cant i force myself to take a step forward, when everytime i think of you it takes me three steps backward. Im heavily bleeding inside, i feel nothing but the pain in my heart. Its tragic of me knowing im stuck on you. and the most painful thing is, i just dont know what to do…
